sometimes i forget just how awesome he is. life gets hectic and crazy and i don't stop to appreciate every little thing about him. i've been away from him the past few nights...whenever i get home from not seeing him for awhile i hold him extra close. snuggle him a little longer. breathe in his yummy baby scent in his neck folds. some moments i want to hold onto forever.
and others...not so much. like the moment he knocked the spoon out of my hand and got carrots EVERYWHERE, because he refused to eat for me. that moment i don't need to remember. i don't need to remember the moment he gladly ate for his dad either.