it's not too early to make a new's year resolution right?
i've been to 6 funerals (that i remember) in my whole life - 3 of them have been in the last 2 months. and i'm done.
a former colleague died a week ago today - yesterday i went to his funeral. it was strange...i worked every day with this man and didn't realize i barely knew him. he was always sort of a pain in my ass. but he was a good man. and he will be missed.
when i got home from the funeral i was just exhausted. it made me think of how tired i must have been when i got home from dad's funeral. it's funny, i don't remember much about that day. little moments i remember...but i don't really remember how i felt. aside from numb. i guess it's probably a good thing i don't remember every detail - there are some moments in life that we are meant to forget.