Saturday, November 13, 2010
back to 40.
our family is going through some major changes next week.
i got a 'real' job.
we need the paycheck, but the reality of working more and being away from cash was overwhelming.
like crying all morning, sick to my stomach overwhelming.
nate and i (and cash, consequently) are creatures of routine - we like our days to go as planned.
needless to say, having to get used to a new routine isn't going to be fun.
cash has never been in a daycare like this and i'm nervous for him. or maybe i'm more nervous and sad for myself - i wish we could afford for me to stay home with him, but that's just not the case. and that breaks my heart a little.
on the upside? i won't be coming home smelling like burgers anymore.